LIFE IS SHORT SO WHY WASTE TIME ON SOMETHING ABSURD!!





to realize one's destiny is a person's only obligation






When I think, how life used to be

Always walking in the shadows

Then I look at what you've given me

I feel like dancing on my tip-toes

I must say, everyday I wake

And realize you're by my side

I know I'm truly...

Blessed for everything you've given me

Blessed for all the tenderness you show

Do my best with every breath that's in me

Blessed, to make sure you never go

There are times that I test your faith

'Til you think you might surrender

Baby I'm, I'm not ashamed to say

That my hopes were growing slender

You walked by in the nick of time

Looking like an answer prayer

You know I'm truly...

Blessed for everything you've given me

Blessed for all the tenderness you show

Do my best with every breath that's in me

Blessed, to make sure you never go

Blessed with love and understanding

Blessed when I hear you call my name

Do my best with faith that's never-ending

Blessed, to make sure you feel the same

Deep inside of me you fill me with your gentle touch

You know I'm truly...

Blessed for everything you've given me

Blessed for all the tenderness you show

Do my best with every breath that's in me

Blessed, to see you never go

thank you!

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    Saturday, December 12, 2009
    heartbreaking!!

    How can I be with this person for the rest of my life?!? Man, it’s hell! People say how come “natagalan nya ako”! BS!! You don’t how hard to be with this person!! My heart is screaming because you’re such a liar! You will pay for this BIG TIME!!

    Posted at 12/12/2009 6:56:07 am by c0ly
    tell me whats on your mind!!  

    Wednesday, March 11, 2009
    realization..

    In this life, you can’t have everything and sometimes you don’t have anything. Now, at this point in time, I’m considering my life a mess. I don’t have something to be proud of and something to make me smile.

    They say each morning thank the Lord that you’re still alive and count your blessings. How easy to be done, right? Not for me. If I do have a choice, I’d rather leave this life. I’m so tired. I want to rest. I can’t comprehend all the things that are coming in and out of my life right now.

    I don’t need someone who says that he loves me but hurt me big time. I don’t need someone who will be a servant of all the ladies out there. Yeah, I’m indeed possessive because I do give my all to that one and only.

    I guess I’m designed to be alone.


    Posted at 3/11/2009 8:01:09 pm by c0ly
    tell me whats on your mind!!  

    it was you

    I thought it was you
    I gave not just my life but “my everything"

    I thought it was you
    I built not just my city with you but my entire universe

    I thought it was you
    I offered not just a part of me but my whole existence

    I thought it was you
    Who will be with me for the rest of my life

    Yet, everything I thought was just a fantasy… :(

    Posted at 3/11/2009 7:20:44 pm by c0ly
    tell me whats on your mind!!  

    Friday, June 20, 2008
    sigh!

    This is frustrating! I’m so sad to be stuck in this journey… What seems to be the problem? I believe it's because of my attitude. I know. Yes, I do know. Yet, I’m still here… I’m drowning! I can’t breathe! It aches me! I’m not stupid! Yet why am I still here? My thoughts linger… It haunts me every minute of my life… It’s pathetic to be here all over again!

    Posted at 6/20/2008 11:04:47 am by c0ly
    tell me whats on your mind!!  

    Saturday, October 13, 2007
    =( scattered! literal!

    I dont know were to start but I really hate this day!! My original schedule was to go to Divi and buy the things needed for the "surprise party", with my cousins... I waited about an hour then later it was cancelled. Okay.. change of plans.. But I dont have time anymore. I'll be in Subic this weekend then the party will be on Monday!! After my very short sleep, I decided to go to Divisoria no matter what happen.. Good thing my mom came, I dragged her to Divi! Then this horrible rain came!! Err we got wet!! We had to walk to reach 168 and buy the stuff I needed! Wow!! what a crowd! I didnt expect it to be like that.. Anyways, go! you have to do it I told myself! I don't know what pushes me to this but.. This person keeps on hurting me so bad... If only I could die right... just to see him weep for doing this to me... I know Im no good. But I dont think I deserve this!

    Posted at 10/13/2007 5:45:34 am by c0ly
    tell me whats on your mind!!  

    Wednesday, September 19, 2007
    sigh!

    It's not getting better everyday! I don’t know what to do. I know what I want but I dont know how to do it. I wanted to leave but I don’t want to be lonely. Yet the more I stay the more pain I get. Am I really martyr or Im just clingy? I don’t know now… Maybe, really Im no good! This past few days Im really sad! I know I am because this heart sobbing for pain… I can feel its achy moves. Im really tired of this feeling. This time I dont know where to divert it. It makes me really weak.. Was it because I gave everything I have? Tears cant help me anymore. Self-inflicted pain somehow gives me comfort but only for a moment. I have no one to talk with. Where’s my refuge now? I lost it… I’m tired… Im really tired… =(

    Posted at 9/19/2007 11:49:45 am by c0ly
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    Saturday, September 15, 2007
    oh...

    I should be happy. I have someone I could talk to everytime I feel alone. I have someone to lean on when I feel like dying… I have someone who boosts my confidence when I think Im worst… I have someone who believes in my capabilities and support me in everything I do… And especially I have some who loves me more than I love myself…

    But why it seems everything turned to be a routine. Why I do I feel the emptiness in this perfect world you may say… I know he loves me soooo much.. But why do I worry a lot… Oh dont think that I dont love him… Hes always on top of my list and I could give him everything that will make him happy... Yes, Im madly in love! Despite the fact that weve been together for more than two years, I still love him the way I love him the first time we met… or should I say I love him more everyday!! Hay… I don’t know what’s going on with me… Maybe I just him miss a lot…


    Posted at 9/15/2007 11:14:16 am by c0ly
    tell me whats on your mind!!  

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